Journal Entry – 11/01/2018

So it’s been a while and I haven’t been doing much, aside from watching Shadowhunters on Netflix and making origami for the past two days. Trying to plan a get together with my friends and I’m debating on what whether to go for lunch or dinner, since some are working. You never know when it’s convenient for everybody and the weather also plays a huge factor as well. A bit of a pain, but it’s not like I don’t want to see anyone, as much as I hate human interaction haha.

It’s so hot right now. There’s hardly any wind and my room is just so humid, as if I’m in an oven. I wish it was cooler, or at least there be some ventilation in this house because I really can’t stand this heat.

It’s almost 8 pm right now and I have no idea what to talk about. I want to go on a journey, or maybe an adventure, you know, something out of the books. For the past 2-3 years I feel like I don’t belong here. Whether it’s at home or at school, sometimes even when I’m hanging out with my friends, it just doesn’t feel right. I wish life was more like those MMORPG games where you’re in this massive fantasy world and all you have to do is accept quest, hunt monsters, collect things and sell them to make a living. I just wish life was that simple, less stressful and everyday is like an adventure. I’m so sick of the world that I live in. Like, it’s no longer survival of the fittest, you need to have money in order to survive in this world. If you want food, you need money to buy it. If you need shelter, you need money. It’s so depressing.

Anyway, I’ll keep it short. Not feeling that great lately. It’s not anything physical, just been thinking a lot. I’ve already finished making plans with my friends. Decided we would go out together for dinner next week. I’m really hoping there’s at least 4-5 people going. Well, talk to you all soon.



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